The Verdict

Its the train wreck you don't want to watch. The sick part is you want to look a way. I hate to say it but I watched the Anthony trial. To be honest it made me sick. I have to admit my perspective is different now that I am a parent.

All I can say is wow. To me it seemed obvious that bitch is guilty. Cause after all what kind of person could go barhopping when their baby is missing. Honestly what kind of person doesn't report that their baby is missing.

It just breaks my heart that a mother is capable of harming her child. When I look at my baby I melt. I admit there are times when she makes me feel like I am losing my mind. No matter how crazy she makes me... I could never hurt her.

In fact I haven't been interested in barhopping. I guess that means I am a decent mother or at the very least a person that is boring.I just can't imagine wanting to leave lil miss at this point. A night out living it up seems really uninteresting. Don't get me wrong at some point at some point I will have a life again.

I just can't imagine wanting to live without my little girl. I don't even want to put her down. Seriously I'm holding her as I write this and watching her sleep. I look at this sweet sleeping cuddle bug and think how could anyone ever harm their baby.

Apparently there wasn't enough evidence to convict the mother of the year. The hard part is accepting our judicial system. Lets be honest sometimes it sucks and this case it really sucks. If nothing else the prosecution did show us what not to do as a parent.

Today I am angry because an innocent little girl didn't get justice. I am angry that she won't get to conquer the world. It sucks that she was never cherished by her mother the way she was suppose to be. I hate that for her because every child is suppose to be a treasure.

I have decided to look at this as a learning tool. To treasure my princess and to cherish every moment I have with her. Its unfortunate that there are parents that don't get it. I just hope most people would chose a life rediscovering the beauty in the universe with their children over getting wasted with their friends.